I’m not sure I haven’t touched this account in months. Hmm, I ponder this.

While I was looking for pictures to post, I came across the pattern that I’m pretty sure we all see. All the girls in those abstract, really fashionable pictures are size fucking 0’s. & it’s pretty depressing, is it not? How many of us ACTUALLY look like that- ill bet you no more than 5%, and I’ll bet it really upsets the other 95%. I’m so tired of these stick thin mannequin-esque girls we surround ourselves with. We’re just digging ourselves into a deeper pit of self-hate and inadequacy. We need to admit that some of us will NEVER look like that. I’ll never weigh 100 pounds. I’ll always have a big ass and hips to match- and that should be ok. I’ll never be able to fit my hands around my thighs, or ever be smaller than a 6. We should never aspire to be smaller. Because in some cases, bigger really can be better.   

Melodramatic, possibly, but I believe it to be true. I just can’t see anyone coming down from the middle of nowhere and putting back together the pieces I’m missing. I can’t see anyone really making me feel special anymore, because in truth I doubt anyone would ever want to try. Because I’m akward, and boring and really unoriginal I wouldn’t be surprised if every guy simply passed me by like they always do- some things will never change. So I guess I’m destined to sit here with a surplus of used tissues and a bowl of apples, and ignore the pain away.

^ embrace the imperfections :)

(via tashaahearts)

One day, we’re fine, the best of friends even. And suddenly, saying a simple “hello” gives you a reason to tell me to shut the fuck up. Are you kidding me? No reason, no logic, just utter rudeness when all I did was be nice. I know I didn’t do anything to upset you, so I’m perplexed as to why you decide to treat me like a piece of gum on the bottom of your shoes- I know I deserve better than that. But you know what, thats cool bro. You wanna be a moody little bitch and shut me out? That’s cool.
But don’t think for a second it’s anyone’s fault but yours.